im back

thats right folks wheels is back, thanks to trinity for reminding me about this, cause u see i had some comp trouble and lost the link to blogger.

TRIP TO SAN DIEGO

what fun that was but the 8 hr trip there and back was daunting tho it was great fun, pretty much spent the whole weekend drunk with my friends :) when i got home i became sicker then a dog and was side lined for 2 weeks, probally do to tempature chances, when i was in san diego it was 110 here at home, and 75 there lol

ODDS AND ENDS

my excersoze busted, thank god i had the service warenty. 50 bucks a year saved me about 200 bucks in repairs its fixed now and im now riding 4 smiles in 25 mins every day. still doing the waights as well. im really enjoying hearing damn ur really buff that makes me feel good

I am finally out of dept :), except i just bought an 1800 sleep number bed. once the place fides ur sleep number for u its like sleeping on a cloud. its the softest bed iver ever layed on and with all my aches and pains its worth it to have a soft comfy mattris

I finally got my new handicap friendly bathroom, instead of a tub that was as hard to climb ovber like the berlin wall. now i just have a two inch ledge to climb over and grab rails to hold on to. im really loving it, its so safe and easy to use

Hector's cousin:

A few months ago i started to get to know hectors cousin megan who was a drug addict and pill popper, yea i know red flag matt, but she was sweet to me. well turns out she liked me alot, and i liked her to but with her storting pain pills i was worried about her health. One night she told me that talking to me makes her not want to do any more drugs and i was like yay, we even talked about hooking up. well i blew that. one night i was waiting for her phgone call cause hearing her voice cheered me up. well she called, and for 30 mins everything was cool till i heared her snorting pills with me on the nine, i asked her about it and she confessed. I took this as a slap in the face how can u tell me talking to me makes u want to give up drugs, and then 48 hours later do it with me on the phone.

already depressed, i asked her how she would feel about if i got cancer from smoking, she said shed be real sad, and i said so now u know how i feel. to that she said but it helps me deal with shit that i dont wana even deal with, and i told her vary calmly thats what friends are for and i was here for her, and that if i can go thjough my life without being high all the time, then she could do it to...

we havent talked since late june, hector told me she feels i was judging her and reading her the riot act i calkled her many times to giver her a heart felt apologey but she dident wana hear it.

in hine sight im fine with it now, i have my own troubles, i cant take on someone else, especially if that someone is self distructive, hwctor no longer lives in town, tho i ask about her when he calls to which he replys " if u kept ur mough shut u would have gotten laid and hooked up with her" but that in my mind whpuld have made me a shitty friend.

i thought i did the right thing ...

i always said i was a a fan of star trek, acording to two things on the starfleet chartewr. you always anwser a disstress call even from an enemy, its the humanitarian thing to do, its the right thing to do. another rule is aslong as it dosent interfer with the prime directive on non interferience with pre warp civalizations, and thoes who think there alone in the world, you help thoes who are un able to help them selves