this past weekend

I had been to the club dancing many times. but none was like this past weekend. I understand that a guy in a wheelchair on the dance floor is not something you see all the time. and i will acept the fact that some girls cant get over the fact i get around on wheels not legs.

But it makes me feel awful when i know that if i could walk id have a beautiful girl dancing with me to. this girl was in front of me three inches off my lap and when i go to put my hands on her hips she looks and when she looks down and sees me she runs away. and ive seen other guys do that to her all night long

Why run away. im just as much a man as any other guy on that dance foor. i may not be the most handsome out there but i refuse to believe im the ugliest one out there eather, cause im not. the pitty dances were cool for a while. but just once i want a girl to stay with me. not cause she feels it would be the nice thig to do. but because shes interested in me. the person inside the chair. thats all i want some girl to see me for me and not the mode of transpertation.

i try not to give up. but there r nights ive cried my self to sleep. cause i have a good heart im kind loving and romantic. im just waiting for a girl to give me a chance. but days like last weekend. make me fear it may never happen

But for now ill keep the faith and dust myself off and try again as i have done so many times before. in the hopes my happy days r coming